Saturday, December 23, 2006
haven been blogging for quite a long time...maybe going for cruise nex week again....for fun...it was quite fun enjoying the cruise dat i jus went...
actually my plan is to blog bout you tonite...
to you:
so sorry for all these nonsense...i admit dat im an idiot cos this is my 1st time going for a gal whom i like...im too in experience..im too straightforward which might scare u off...let this be a lesson learnt to me..i hope we still can be frens like last time..now i understand a stable frenship takes time,nt in days or in hours...i truely understand..haha...i hope dat u will not be so cruel to the extent dat u treat me like nothing...basically like u treat me like nobody..i noe ur love for ttjn still last which cannot be faded..but i hope u will give me a chance by chatting like last time...i dun like to lose a fren like u so easily...u r a gd fren to be...i can consult to u to any problems...seriously..no more dat kind of relationship dat i expect from u...4give me for being a newbie...the 1st time i proposed,i found wat i like..but let it be a miss but not our frenship...i hace learnt this important lesson dat u taught me which will be memorable to me for the rest of my life...work hard,study hard...nvm bout my presents cos initially i expected u not to give me one...i may be hurt...but nvm,i will 4gt bout my love as time goes by...probably on my coming cruise nex wed ba...really hope so..had been bothering me for these few days cos i dun always feel good when my fren dun reply me..cos to me,this doesnt mean a respect for me..i will tink dat u treat me like nonsense as i believe dat watever i sms are rubbish which i dun tink so...slowly i had lost my temper to my family...although u neglected me,u shld also care for my feelings and not dump me aside like nobody business..jus hope u will accept me as a gd fren and i hope as time goes by,we will be good frens =) if u dun wana hurt me,pls let us be frens again like last time...i noe wat to do since the lesson learnt and will never do it again..
gtg liao,homework not done,dun feel like working neither go out wif frens.....byes
how i wished dat u will come to me earlier, why should i be waiting for u for so long?? x=
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